Spread Your Sunshine is Back !

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Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hello everyone! Spread Your Sunshine is back!

Mohon maaf terlebih dahulu kerana telah menjadikan isi blog ini lama menyepi. Banyak betul urusan dunia yang perlu didahulukan. Masha Allah. Anyway, I am here for now!

Rasanya, my last post published was around early this year, wasn't it? and sekarang ni dah nak end of this year dah, baru nak update blog ni, hahaha. Okay, then... What kind of story do I want to share here? Honestly, I don't have any fresh topics or some Ilmiah things to share, so for now I will just tell you what's going on in my past few months ago.

Since Covid time, a lot of people are struggling with their life, their jobs especially. And mine was the same. It was not easy for me to find a suitable job or a job that really related to my degree, so at that time, I was just thinking that I would do anything, any kind of job to have my own money pockets to survive and could help my parents all the time. Fast forward, I worked as a clinic assistant. The job scopes are the same as a nurse, simply different from a professional nurse since you need a qualification for it. The clinic is near to my house, so it is easier for me to move from my house. Almost 2 years I worked there, from the 1st month of 2021 until August of this year.

Too many memories were created, and it was difficult for me to decide on resignation, since everyone is genuinely nice, and the working environment is so ambience. Susah senang bersama, gituu~ (Sp Setia team is the best! Love you all girls!)

The reason I resigned was because I want to achieve one of my dreams, which is to further my studies. Yes, currently I have been a Master student in one of the local universities since October of this year. It was expected that studying at another level would be quite hard and sometimes it was so difficult for me to catch up everything. Everything is fast paced here; I feel like there is too much pressure. (Suddenly, I miss Universiti Malaya much, even though UM is quite political involvement, but in terms of student quality and learning management process; they're quite systematic rather than in here. I am sorry, I really don't want to make a comparison, but this is too much, I can feel big differences between these two local universities.) 

However, I started remembering my niyyah (Niat) whenever I felt down, depressed, or else. I remember the purpose Why I choose to start this journey? Why am I here for the first thing? 

I knew I could do it. I also knew that doing a Master is not something you can take it as granted. This is my challenge; this is my journey. So, why do I want to give up for now? I am being me, always being myself. Alhamdulillah ala' kulli hal.

The time is amazingly fast. Subhanallah. Soon, I will finish my 1st semester around February 2023. It is quite surprising, and I pray, I will pass the 1st semester without fail. In shaa Allah.

"O' Allah! May You ease my journey of master's study, with the best thing You can give to me because You are the most merciful and the most knowing in this world created by You. Allahumma Aamin."

#hiddensmile