My first (Crush) ?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I just wanna share something that happened to me a few hours ago.
It was my first time and i never felt this kind of feeling. It is such an awkward feeling but i feel so nice.
It has been a long time since we met face to face directly. We never talked and we never met in the past few years ago until today.

But, just one day, he dm'ed me and cautiously tried to reach our conversation into some personal topics. He been asking me either im still single or not, and i honestly said that Im single. Ececeh. It is true mah~
(And btw, he also single mah~) 😊

I never thought to have someone special in my heart after Allah and my family, even around this age, i should have someone special already.
But because of im already setting my priority first, and it was my family and my education. So, i decided to fully focus on that and about my 'someone special'?

I am letting my Allah decide for me, and i trust him for making my future (Allah knows what's better for me and my future). Just maybe, He want me to give an effort (including find someone, du'a and have a lot of patience) and show to him that i really 'pass' for the next steps (you know what it is the next step, no needs for me to explain further 😜)

the continuous story between me and him? nahh~~it is private! 😝
What can i say, it is the very first step! (Warning- red zone!) and fortunately, we didn't put our hopes on each other.
Trying to put the gap~ that halal gap. 😌
Anddd... im still single.

p/s: It was not me who had crush on him. It was he who had a feeling for me. okay, done! My face feels heated and i feels so blushing.

Update (2020): Nothing happened to us. I did my Istikharah, it just he is not the one. Alhamdulillah.

#hiddensmile